Depending Doom

Oh, flag me! Look how my post stays online with a red flag, everyone! Who flagged me this time? That disgusting, plagiarizing creep who went on TV to talk about my theories as though they were his? Yeah, the subconscious mind is so amazing, right? Every number in the phone book... Is he in prison now? Why don't they interview him in there? Is his interviewer in prison, too? Gee, I better stop or I might get flagged. And stay online afterwards! Ha! While these feeble efforts by weak criminals to erase my blog with false flags may momentarily amuse me, when you're up alone against a gang like this, it can make your life almost unbearable. They are wealthy and popular and you are not wealthy and comparatively isolated. Everyone trusts them and no one trusts you. And if you manage to get them thrown in jail or prison, their fans resent you for 'insulting a star'. And the reason you are poor is because the vast amounts of time needed to generate the works that were stolen from you allow little room for any other activity. You starve to produce the work that these rich people steal. They then take the popularity they gain from it to make you unpopular and spend the money they make from it on suppressing you in poverty. The fame you get from authoring popular works becomes a constant invasion of your peace and privacy, even interfering with silent prayers which are intended to be strictly between you and God. And the justice system fails to put a permanent stop to your suffering, letting it go on and on, year after year. The offenders want to call taking money out of your pockets by stealing your work 'gainful'. Is this the kind of economic success for which the internet was established? So how have I been able to withstand this unbearable state for so many years? This is where I think my theory of subconscious time traveling may prove to have some credibility. I believe that our behavior is guided by subconscious forces which are far more informed than our conscious minds. I believe that my subconscious mind leaped forward to my future at some earlier point in my life and compared the different outcomes that would arise from the different choices I could make, in order to find the very best possible outcome for me and to guide my behavior on a path towards it. Focused on this final outcome, it overlooked the misery that would be brought on by the choices that lead up to it, leaving me to suffer in the present. Of course, this is only a very interesting theory. If it's true, it means that your daily struggle is worthwhile. It means that the more hopeless your condition might be, the more likely it is to bring you what you want. True or not, at least it keeps me struggling towards my goals. Before I continue with the flip side of this argument, who said that they didn't know I was 'mental'? Must I direct my readers, once again, to my earlier post As Jung as I Feel to show them how my theory harmonizes with the work of the renowned researcher, Karl Jung? Must I point out that my posts have not changed since they were stolen by the television and hailed as works of genius? Must I add that I am not 'on meds'? I'm not 'on meds'. I am in the same frame of mind I was in before the TV started its wholesale fraud with thousands of my posts, leaving me to rant about it by myself as though I were schizophrenic. I'm not schizophrenic. I'm a person of superior ability, which for the moment, can only be accommodated by a social program intended for persons with disabilities. But go ahead and hate the disabled, just like Hitler did, if you're one of these critics, because time is running out on you for that option. When I start my tour, I'll have to leave the province and I won't be classified as a 'mental' person anymore. Maybe then I won't experience so much of the nasty hate that such people direct towards the disabled. Also, I would like the abuse of my song Hot to stop please. Those Nasco creeps have already spoiled it for me so much that I doubt I will be performing it and I think that's enough pain to inflict on me for writing and sharing it. Now for the flip side of my theory, concerning the conscious mind and its conflict with the subconscious will. The subconscious focuses on outcomes, while the conscious mind is imprisoned, or dare I say, blinded by present conditions. But this is significant: the conscious mind has veto power over the subconscious will. When we defer a difficult struggle in favor of securing comforts in our immediate world, for instance, we quite often override our subconscious will. While such a decision offers physical comforts, it often leaves us feeling insecure and unfulfilled. People ought to be proud of accomplishing simple goals like having a good job or raising a family, but the same people seem to be troubled when a person who has taken a radically different life path appears to have achieved something greater. Suddenly their 'good sense' no longer seems as gratifying. The decision by frauds to steal my work was entirely conscious. They are utterly absorbed by their waking world and it has utterly cheated them out of much greater possibilities for themselves. The decision to commit suicide is also entirely conscious. I am an artist who draws heavily upon his subconscious for his most creative expressions, which may give me some advantage in my decision making process, though I must still endure the present before I can prove this. Perhaps 'normal' people, less in touch with their subconscious will, are thereby 'disabled' from achieving great things. My decision to erase my work in 2007 was a conscious one. I was yielding to overwhelming pressure in my waking world brought on by the crimes being committed against me by broadcasters at that time, crimes that I'm sure George W. Bush knew about and ignored because, in his own words, if I wasn't with him, I was with the terrorists. Had I stayed online, I probably would have achieved my success by 2010 and enjoyed the five best years of my life since then, instead of looking back on the five bleakest. I've no intention of repeating that mistake. In order to cover all the bases with this theory, I should explain how victims of murder or brutality fit into this scheme. Here is where I must assume that the subconscious mind may be capable of seeing beyond the grave to a better life in the next world. In support of this, I've noticed that children seem to have an intuitive faith in God, which often slips away from them as they 'mature' and grow into adults, switching their focus from the inner world of imagination to the outer world of shopping centers. Indeed, such was the case with me as I approached my teens and began to question the illogical aspects of my faith. I thought that perhaps my faith in God was no different than my faith in Santa Claus and that I might have outgrown it. I know better now, and as sophisticated as I may appear, I realize that I am no less of a child in my heart today than I was in my childhood.
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